Phillipe running on a treadmill during a solo marathon

Journal · Journey

The Day I Ran A Marathon
On A Treadmill.

42.2 kilometres.

No crowd.

No finish line.

Just me, a treadmill and a question I'd been asking myself for years. Could I actually do it?

This wasn't about setting a record.

It wasn't about proving anything to anyone else.

It was simply a promise I had made to myself.

For years I'd enjoyed running.

I'd raced bikes.

Completed long rides.

Competed as a kid.

But one thing had always sat quietly in the back of my mind.

Run a marathon.

Not because someone told me to. Because I wanted to know if I could.

So one day I wrote two simple words on a sticky note.

A sticky note on Phillipe's forehead reading 'Marathon 3 hours'
Marathon. 3 hours.

I stuck it on my forehead. Partly as motivation. Partly because I knew things were going to get uncomfortable.

Very uncomfortable.

As the kilometres passed the excitement disappeared.

My legs became heavy.

The room felt smaller.

Every minute the treadmill looked exactly the same.

There was no changing scenery.

No cheering spectators.

No downhill sections.

No distractions.

Just another step. And another. Then another.

The hardest part wasn't my body. It was my mind.

Every few minutes it offered me an excuse.

Slow down. Stop. You can finish tomorrow. Nobody will know.

But that's exactly why I kept going.

Because I would know.

"The hardest part wasn't running 42.2 kilometres.
The hardest part was refusing to stop."

Eventually the display rolled over.

42.2 kilometres.

Phillipe collapsed over the treadmill handrails after finishing the marathon
After the last step.

I climbed off the treadmill and collapsed over the handrails.

Not because I was chasing a medal.

Because I'd just discovered something about myself.

Most mountains aren't climbed in a single moment.

They're climbed one decision at a time.

One kilometre. One hour. One step.

That day wasn't really about running a marathon. It was about proving that the limits we place on ourselves are usually much lower than the limits our bodies are capable of.

Looking back now, I don't remember every kilometre.

I remember the decision not to quit.

That's the day Col de Sud really began.

Because every athlete has a mountain. Mine happened to be on a treadmill. Yours will be something completely different.

Continue the Journey

Every athlete has
a different mountain.

This was one of mine.

The journey continues.